Friday, September 10, 2004

man what a fucked up nite

yea well i can not sleep i dont get it i was so tired today i forced myself to stay awake and then when i did go to go to sleep i got alot of energy fer some fuckin reason i dont know but i do need to get some sleep tonite i gots shit to do tomarrow i gotta go try to find a job and shit i need to take a letter to butters house i need to talk to jazzy i need to talk to alex and ali and i will prolly need to find some money fer tomarrow i dont know i hope shit dont go badly tomarrow i need to have a good day i havent had a good day fer a long time i have had some good nites and shit but that is different i need like a good day and a good nite just one and i will be happy fer a while man i wanna talk to someone im fuckin board and shit i wonder if ali or alex will get on soon i dont think they will i guess ali had a bad nite im sorry baby i hope you are ok but yea ther aint really anything i can do about it now i wonder if this is gonna fuck shit up wit me and alex i mean well ther aint much between us but i dont want to lose it man that would suck ass like badly man today i fuckin skateboarded too much i was skatein like all day and shit

blowin trees lookin chinesse hopein that the cops aint tailin me

2nd hand smoke and shit

well alex is on i wonder if she will talk to me hells yea she is but i dont think she will fer long well we will find out well it wasnt that long but it was better than nuttin i hope ther ok

my mind is uncontrolable and it freaks out on everyone that gets close
man i think i need to get my pills and take another dose
befor i go out and take out all my agression on random fools
just cuze every mutha fucka be breakin the rules
its like everything ive ever done all the time i always lose
gettin beat down in alleyways gettin cut and havein to tend to the bruses
both inside and out
i just cant take all the pain i just stand in the dark and shout
at the top of my lungs tryin to make other feel my pain
is it just me or is it my fucked up brain i dont know
i cant seem to grow
everyone else seems to glow
with ther happy little lifes
and ther happy little wifes
happy kids and even a happy ass dog
im bouts to kill that mutha fucka
i dont wanna be the only one that cant be happy so im gonna just kill em all till
ther is noone left to make me unhappy
man why dose life have to be so crappy
and thats why im leavin this shit far behind me

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ali->hi jeff i have nothing to say.

September 10, 2004 at 12:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ali->hi jeff i have nothing to say.

September 10, 2004 at 12:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ali->hi jeff i have nothing to say.

September 10, 2004 at 12:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ali->hi jeff i have nothing to say.

September 10, 2004 at 12:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ali->hi jeff i have nothing to say.

September 10, 2004 at 12:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ali->hi jeff i have nothing to say.

September 10, 2004 at 12:35 PM  

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