Saturday, August 07, 2004

a little look in my head

im unhappy im depressed i act like everything is good when its not i like to suffer i like cuttin i like dieing i like darkness i like clowns i like sunny days i like skateboarding i like boozing it up wit masen and butters and listing to the insane clown posse but it dont mean shit with out you and i would give it all up for you its just that that dont matter to you all the things that i like dont mean shit to you and i cant change that by giving it up so all i can do is just take the pain and hold on to it until the day i get to let it all go

oh god i cant wait ther is just too much pain to deal with


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