Thursday, July 01, 2004

aint nobody gonna read all of this so fuck you

ahhh yea i dont know what is up but i cant sleep at nite well i never could but then i started takin sleepin pills and they worked fer like a day but now they dont i get all hopped up on them ther like dope but not as good
i wanna bake some cookies whos down??
but yea i saw kelly today it was werid i was all lookin at her picture earlier and i wanted to see her and then i did it was like i made it happen yea i can make things happen if i wanna uhh yea and i talked to cindy and took her picture cuze it was the last one and i didnt want her to take a picture of me so i took a picture of her and well i ramble alot in this shit ha ha ha i change the subject alot too i think i should make another blog and just not tell any one about it

i miss kd alot i wanna see her and talk to her so i dont have these thoughts in my head i dont know why but it hurts that she is gone and now that she is gone she loves me but before she left she didnt well she said she didnt but kd will say shit just to hurt me if i piss her off and well i made her really fuckin mad that day so i think i might have over reacted

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha no im not laughin i am all depressed and shit but i dont know i just wanna die then i wont have to worrie about shit and i wont miss ppl and i wont have to deal with shit like i do every fuckin day its like never ending and shit i dont know what to do about it i think i am gonna save up a bunch of pills like all differnt kinds and shit and just get really drunk and take em all with like some wiskey and shit then i can go to sleep and never wake up

but yea i dont know what i am sayin or do i

kick ass im gonna die

and now fer some shout outs...ok now that that is done fuck yall im still paid

fuck u u u and u forever im a juggalo!!!!
wow i think this is my longest blog and it aint really about nuttin well yea it is but you fucks dont care about me fuck you i hate all of you i aint playin im just to nice to say it to your face i hate everyone if you alive i hate you with a few exceptions but yea i fuckin wish all of you would just die or some shit if you aint gonna die atleast kill me i fuckin hate you i hate me i hate everything i aint playin fuck you

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i went insaine ima gonna go cut my arm and shit now or my neck or my wrist or maybe ill just start stabbin myself till everything i see is red

yea mutha fuckas i aint done yet oh wait yea yea im done

no im not fuckas ill fuckin kill you i hate you all of you fuckin breathin and shit fuck that ahhhhhhhhhh i wanna fuckin die i am serious somebody please just fuckin kill me i dont wanna live no more

everyone i care about fucks with my head i dont need this shit im thinkin i should go and jump under a train or some shit i dont care i wanna leave the bloodest mess i can so fuck yall i will leave a mark on this fuckin planet even if it is just my blood on some shit hey i was ther

and to all i offended in this shit fuck you


Blogger Xindty said...

yea..someone did read all that.. so fuck you back. love you jeffy baby ;)

July 1, 2004 at 1:22 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I love you Jeff

July 1, 2004 at 2:02 AM  
Blogger LorDNeoN said...


July 1, 2004 at 2:22 AM  
Blogger LorDNeoN said...

mommy's boyfriend is tech n9ne jeff. AHAHAHAHAHAH!!! i'm a slacker, YEEEE

July 1, 2004 at 11:26 PM  
Blogger LorDNeoN said...

nigga, i don't even know you.

July 2, 2004 at 2:01 PM  
Blogger LorDNeoN said...

and duh, of course i'm down for baking...i love baking..and nigga i still dont know you

July 2, 2004 at 2:02 PM  

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