Saturday, July 31, 2004

ok well damn im fuckin tired i was up till like three talkin to ali and shit but yea i am gonna go

so here i sit with a whole in my head i dont know what is gonna happin i gotta tell her and i will but i think im gonna stall fer a while at least till like a week or too but yea i had a lot of fun skateboardin it was the shit these girls in a little pontiac kept goin around the block to see me so i did some tricks for them and they were all like oh my god your so good and i was all like fuck that i aint famous bitch i suck im a loser and then ther were all like ok so i started to talk to them fer a while and then i left and went skateboardin away and did a fast plant finger flip 360 to a manual and rolled for like 5 feet then i skated away i shouldnt have landed that i was just fallin down only i was fallin onto my board and i kept movin my feet and landed it some how i dont know but that shit was cool

i was listenin to twizted all nite thanks nesam it was the shit and i hate everyone but yea i wanna smoke some pot so i think i will be rite back in like a few i dont know how long but i will probly be high and start all fuckin goin off like i am now its fuckin cool i will read this later and be all like damn i was fucked up like really bad

im so high ?

i wanna slit my wrist

Thursday, July 29, 2004

man if shee dont go i will be so pist off i dont know what i will do ill be mad damnit and then i will get all really really drunk and be all like whers my bitch mutha fuckas

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

man i got a job

yea ok well now i got a job i dont have much time to do stuff it kinda blows but i will get some money and shit so that will be cool i drank a beer with bill today after work it was cool but yea i dont know what im doin this weekend i think im gonna party

Sunday, July 25, 2004

leave me all alone the aint nobodie callin on my telephone thats cuze i i ripped that bitch up out the wall i apolagize to any of yall that tried to call i havent been myself lately ive been goin insaine and tell everyone that its gravy

something is wrong with me i cant be who i need to be will it last for eternity

please dont walk away i want you to hear what i gotta say i never had anyone never care for me i never had anyone ever ther for me if you would listen to what im tryin to say instead of callin me names i would explaine why im singin and goin insaine

still i wanna know if ill be normal again you say its all bullshit but its true i see them i do

fuckin worthless ass fuckin father

yea i got to go see my dad and shit today i dont really wanna but i guess i need to but heh shit happens i wanna get high befor i go but i cant cuze fuckin butters has my bowl and shit so im out of luck but while i am down at my dads i am gonna go to the skatepark and see if i can bust my shit really good it will be great

la la la la la im so fuckin bored i think i need to take some pills or maybe i should go back to bed i dont know i wanna see kd and i wanna see alex and i wanna see emly me and emly have to have a talk when she gets home i dont think it will end well but heh shit happens

oh yea i guess i should say something to jazzy scince we havent talked for a long time maybe when i dont have to work or do anything we can hang out and shit if ya wanna but yea im done i think

Saturday, July 24, 2004

last nite i went to a street dance and i wont dance whats up now bitches but i did get to see alex it was kinda kool i got all drunk and shit and yea i robbed her ass bad but yea it was kool except that i lost my wallet so i dont have an i d no mo but yea i was just sayin that so now i am out this shit fuck off

Friday, July 23, 2004

everyone should have to listen to this song

listen by twizted

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

yea well fuck you bitches all leavein and doin shit fuck that

ok yea im fuckin bored and tired i dont know what i want to do but i dont wanna just sit here i think i might go and take a shower or some shit nah im fuckin nasty and i am proud i fuckin smell like sweat... but yea fuck you buddy

ha ha ha ha aaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

wow last nite was cool i got all high and shit then i got spun then i got drunk then i got high again it was fuckin kool i saw jessica and shit it was kool now i dont feel good tho i think i drank to much too fast but it was fun i liked it everything has its price tho so fuck it shit happens i should go and get my bike but i dont know if i can
 
i was up all nite thinkin about kd i should have slept but kds more inportant

Sunday, July 18, 2004

uhh yea im high

fuck that shit bitch what the fuck what ya tryin to do to me you wasnt true to me when i was locked up you fuck something like 34 guys but i let that slide cuze your ass is phat your tites are bangin i wanted to fuck that but fuck that
 
what you cinsider drama aint all that its just that your wack
 

 

ok yea im  so fuckin bored im gonna go crazy i think i should go out and skatebored some i dont know tho all opiumed out and shit i think i want to do things but i dont wanna do them its kinda cool i wanna hear the song multipule peronalitys its the mutha fuckin shit i just got off the phhone with emly and well yes jazzy i told her and she kinda didnt care i dont know maybe it was the drugs i like drugs
DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS
ok then im out this shit
 

Saturday, July 17, 2004

 HA HA HA THIS SHIT IS FUCKIN KOOL AND NONE OF YALL BITCHES KNOW WHAT IT SAYS SO FUCK YOU THAT RIGHT I SAID IT I WENT THER WHAT MAN FUCK ALL OF YOUS BITCHES I WILL FUCKIN KILL YOU HA

Man tonight i was out skatebordin and i herd this song and i thought about kd the song was all like
 
im trying to keep my feet on the ground
im getting to like this feeling i found
im getting to like the thought of having you around
 and i will never let you down
 
it was great except that i all started to miss her like really bad if she was her i would have went to her house and listend to it with her but shes gone and i miss her and ther is nuttin i can do about it

 

Friday, July 16, 2004

check this out i took a test and this is what it had to say

Antisocial Personality DisorderDiagnosis: AntiSocial Personality Disorder, marked by the following: Failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviours as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest. Deceitfulness, as indicated by repeated lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure. Impulsivity or failure to plan ahead, Irritability and aggressiveness, Reckless, Consistent irresponsibility, Lack or remorse, Indifference.

Take the quiz: "blades"
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Guillotine

Ok well today i took the letter i wrote kd last night over to tonys and shit then i went skatebording and i saw some ppl in a van and the kidnapped me and forced me to do drugs with them it was the shit then i went to the skate park and shit then i cam home and read kds blog all of it and now im depressed cuse it was all about us fightin and shit then it stops i dont think it is a good thing for me to read that shit


i dont want to be the one that has the problems i dont want to be the one who ends the fight i dont wanna be the one who is me i dont like it its not cool its not right its not even me i dont wanna talk to anyone about it its just a phase it will go away i hope
 
why would you put me threw so much torture i would have givin my life for her
 
then my hart turned black and the sky turned gray
 
and i dont know much and i dont know how
 
a beam of light comes shinning down on you shinning down on you and i ran i just ran i ran all nite and day... coulndt get away

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

jazzy

ok well i cant talk about it thats why i just leave and shit sorry but i dont know how so i can t but yea i can act like everything is ok so you dont have to worrie and i know you will but aint nuttin gonna happen remeber i am the one who has kept ther promise lol just jokin dont get all mad and cut yo shit but yea im out this bitch

pass me by

Does this excite you?
Think about it!
Does it not stagger the imagination?
No builder on earth can concieve any structure to compare to the mansions above
Won't that be something wheny ou go to live in your own mansion?
There'll be no concern about paying for it, it's already taken care of
There'll be no worry about veing moved out of it
It will be yours forever."



I got shot, ah!, the murder was heinous
The bullet went in my eyeball and out my anus
And I was hit, that was it, on the spot
Flash, I woke up in a parking lot
And I'm sitting in a '64 Reinkeys
With Shaggy Dope written on the car keys
I look around I can't believe that it's possible
I'm dead, and I made it to the carnival
I walk in, it's everything I dreamed of
Everybody and they momma got clown love
Japanese, Lebanese, and Chinese,
Portuguese, and southwest ghetto g's. (woowoo)
Hanging out with redneck truck drivers
Instead of always giving each other piledrivers
I see my old homey, he died in a drag
Chilling with two bitches, "What up, Shaggs?"
And he passed me a blunt like a tree trunk
I tried to hit it, but couldn't even fuck with it
And to think, I always been afraid to die
But I ain't never going back to wonder why


We all gonna die, but I'm not gonna fry
Even though most never try
I'm not gonna let this pass me bye, no


I was born, first, they threw me in a shit pile
I dealt with it, and lived there for a while
I got dissed on, pissed on, and beat down
Mutilated, and tossed out a dead clown
Next thing ya know, I'm chilling at the big top
Free money, and mad bitches non-stop
No water, it's Faygo on tap
I wash my hair, and my face, and my butt-crack with it
Cause I can, cause I'm phat paid
I got a five story funhouse with a maid
And she walks around with her titties hanging out
And when I cough, she come and dust my balls off (woowoo)
I'm headed up to the show, I'm gonna see
Jimi Hendrix, Selena, and Eazy E
Elvis tried to open up but got dissed off
We got pissed off, because he sounded like butt
There's no fights, it's a perfect match
Hillbillies in the crowd trying to cabbage patch
And to think, I've always been afraid to die
But I ain't never goin back to wonder why


We all gonna die, but I'm not gonna fry
Even though most never try
I'm not gonna let this pass me bye, no


Did ya ever burn your finger on something? hey
Well picture this, your nuts burning that way
And a roman candle sticking in your butthole
That's where the greedy skank motherfuckers go
This is all hell now, we living in it
But this bullshit'll be over in a minute
Then it's off to the Faygos and neden hoes
New clothes, and patent leather for your toes (woo-woo)
And while you sit around crying for your dead friend
He's chilling up there, paid, getting mad ends
He's probably there trying to figure out why you're sad
He's on the beach getting fat, you got it bad
And for those who ain't down for the next man
Who rob from the poor, and snatch all ya can
And any chicken talking shit, lemme tell ya something
Hold a lighter to your balls, and you'll see what's coming


We all gonna die, but I'm not gonna fry
Even though most never try
I'm not gonna let this pass me bye, no
"Does this excite you?
Think about it!
Does it not stagger the imagination?
No builder on earth can concieve any structure to compare to the mansions above.
Won't that be something when you go to live in your own mansion?
There'll be no concern about paying for it,
It's already taken care of
There'll be no worry about veing moved out of it.
It will be yours forever."


We all gonna die, but I'm not gonna fry
Even though most never try
I'm not gonna let this pass me bye, no

truth

ill blame it on the drugs till the day i die
but just know inside it eats me alive

i wish that i was anywere but here and even then i wont be happy i will still just be fucked the only way to go is to die

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

ahhhhhhhhhh im crazy man

i had to leave i had bad thoughts and shit ahhhhhhhhh im crazy i hate me i wanna die

im stupid i am fuckin dumb i dont like ppl
ppl should die and i should die

i miss kd

i wanna die
i wanna do something
no i dont i wanna die
im sorry but i gotta die

Monday, July 12, 2004

well i am just ventin so fuck off i dont even know why i am mad its not like im still...fuck that no more on that thought i miss kd

i wanna do something

mutha fucka you want my couch you mutha fucka i want your fuckin brains
you can call me mad professor we will rule EEEEEETTTTTEEEEERRRRRNNNNIIIIIITTTTTYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

please send me anything but signals that are mixed out of touch out of time i will wait until tomarrow maybe we will be better then

is it me is it you nothing that i can do to make you change your mind so why are you runnin away

love to see you whip it sure could teach you rite all nite

love your body language
let it whip whip it baby whip it rite whip it all nite

let me be your paper man love to be at your command


ther is no time to lose your the one i chose

hershey kisses and happiness is something so bliss but something tells me that i must kill you

here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash
here come the maggots feedin off my fleash



i am listenin to this song called the good fight and it so is about me and kd it fuckin sucks everything i do and see reminds me of her but yea chech this out"i begged you not to go i begged i pleaded and you stopped my only hope ruined my day a perfect day a perfect life" man fuck that


see its like this shit a long time ago in my blog ther was a song fer kd it was i think i love you by less than jake and well i was listenin to some tunes and then that one came on and i think i love her yea

i got to many things goin on and not enuf ppl who love me i gotta deal with it all with nobodie thinkin of me

what is this my life as a misfit i dont fit in anywhere i wanna just go far far away and take kd with me sorry emly if you read this but i gotta be honest so deal wit it sorry im a dick


come on now help me get up out of the rain im blessed with the joy but cursed with the pain

i was like 6 i used to get dissed by the chick and everyone would chase me and hit me with sticks and rocks and bricks

we got dead bodies
and gunz and shit
run fucker
ill gut your ass bitch
fuck tie your intestines to a car and drag your ass around my your ass fucker im crazy

thats not a toy hey wait a minute dont fuck around hommie you could lose an eye wit it


come on man our relationship aint all weak and shit just cuze shes dead were just spost to break it off man i dont think so

Sunday, July 11, 2004

wow

ok last nite i was so fuckin drunk and then some cops drove by so i ran and hide it was funny i hide in a little kids fuckin play house thing i was all drunk and couldnt get out then when i did i was all clostrophobic and shit and i puked it was great

Saturday, July 10, 2004

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ok then well the fair was kinda kool actually i dont really like the fair here in town but it was nice i got to hang out wit jazzy ans cindy and masen and i saw a bunch of ppl that i know and shit and well yea it was cool i kept sneakin off by myself and shit and think i missed kd like really bad i slept with her picture the other nite i even had a dream about her and well i dont dream often so it was kinda werid but yea i liked it i miss her so bad

please dont hate me

la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la

i thought of you the other day and shit i never knew i could miss someone so bad it was ok till a few days ago then it hit me like really bad and well i wanted to die insted of feel the way i do i still wanna die but heh shit happens i cut my neck today just to let some of the pain out i was doin really good till tonite but i couldnt handel it i wanted you to be ther with me but you couldnt and well i dont hold it against you but yea

Friday, July 09, 2004

? jessica ?

hey jessica dont say bad things to emly ok i dont like it but yea i know what you mean and well i kinda want to see kd too but im kinda scared but i dont think it will matte cuse well i think kd is mad at me again cuse of my dumb ass im so fuckin stupid and i always fuck shit up like all the time and i always ruin the best things in my life so i dont know i really do think i am spost ta be alone anyway yea it hurts and shit but ya know i fucked up and now it might be too late i wonder if me seein her is gonna be a good thing im really scared i dont want her to flip out on me and i just want her to talk to me and listen to what i have to say i have had a long enuf time to think about it and i know what i wanna say but i dont know if i can say it when she gets here ill find out when it happens

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

man i wonder what she said my ex was in town tonite the one that i think hates me malori and she was all yellin shit at me and then she wouldnt tell me when i asked what she said so i think it was something bad

but fuck her

um yea i dont know what i wanna write about so i am just gonna go off about nuttin like i always do so fuck yall im still paid


ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha well a fuck this i dont fuckin know i am just kinda ramblin but fuck that cuze i aint no quiter and its all my fault so i just quit fuck yall i hate you too so dont think i dont ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha



juggalo peace bitches

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

damn im tired

man im fuckin tired i wanna see emly i wanna just kinda chill with her and hold her and i dont know just be with her everyone has asked me if i want emly or cindy and well sorry cindy but i want emly but yea i dont even know why i am on here i am tired i just woke up and i am waitin fer 7 so i can see emly but yea i gotta wait till 7 that blows ass i wanna see her now i wish she would have came and woke me up but she is busy packin and shit i miss her all ready and she aint even gone yet but yea im out this shit fuck off bitches

Monday, July 05, 2004

ok just so everyone knows

dont be fuckin assumin shit i hate it and dont bitch at me fer talkin to ppl and well i wont do something i am not spost ta do so dont worrie and fer all the other bullshit
fuck it

Sunday, July 04, 2004

4 of july

whoo whoo fuckin whoo its the 4rth and it is fuckin hott like a mutha fuck man its fuckin hott i think i might be goin campin tonite go to the beach and watch the fireworks and shit i wish somebodie was home but shes far far away and well shell be back soon tho i miss her i am spost to meet some bitches today but i think i might have missed them... o well

???when is she gonna come home i want her here with me i am goin crazy ???


bad boys bad boys what cha gonna do when they come fer you bad boys bad boys

4 of july

whoo whoo fuckin whoo its the 4rth and it is fuckin hott like a mutha fuck man its fuckin hott i think i might be goin campin tonite go to the beach and watch the fireworks and shit i wish somebodie was home but shes far far away and well shell be back soon tho i miss her i am spost to meet some bitches today but i think i might have missed them... o well

???when is she gonna come home i want her here with me i am goin crazy ???


bad boys bad boys what cha gonna do when they come fer you bad boys bad boys

4 of july

whoo whoo fuckin whoo its the 4rth and it is fuckin hott like a mutha fuck man its fuckin hott i think i might be goin campin tonite go to the beach and watch the fireworks and shit i wish somebodie was home but shes far far away and well shell be back soon tho i miss her i am spost to meet some bitches today but i think i might have missed them... o well

???when is she gonna come home i want her here with me i am goin crazy ???


bad boys bad boys what cha gonna do when they come fer you bad boys bad boys

4 of july

whoo whoo fuckin whoo its the 4rth and it is fuckin hott like a mutha fuck man its fuckin hott i think i might be goin campin tonite go to the beach and watch the fireworks and shit i wish somebodie was home but shes far far away and well shell be back soon tho i miss her i am spost to meet some bitches today but i think i might have missed them... o well

???when is she gonna come home i want her here with me i am goin crazy ???


bad boys bad boys what cha gonna do when they come fer you bad boys bad boys

Thursday, July 01, 2004

cindy

if you read this ahh get a hold of me after work or something ill probly be with masen

well fuckin damn i went to go to bed but all i could do was think about some one i wish i could have slept but im used to not sleepin so what the fuck im so fuckin bored i wonder if i am the only mutha fucka up ther aint even no cars driven by its like fuckin dead outside i kinda like it its cool i think i am gonna go to the woods later and carry a bunch of wood to the beach and shit and make a litte spy spot so i can hide from ppl when they come down ther and ill hide with some one sometime if she goes down ther with me and i feel like showin her but i dont know i dont feel good its like i got dope sickness maybe i should eat something or maybe i should just go throw up some good old stomic acid i dont need it any way but yea peace out bitches

close call

i almost went crazy and it was all your fault you know who you are

Your name is... Dough Boy
Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... awakening my heart
Your smell is... amazing
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... everlasting

aint nobody gonna read all of this so fuck you

ahhh yea i dont know what is up but i cant sleep at nite well i never could but then i started takin sleepin pills and they worked fer like a day but now they dont i get all hopped up on them ther like dope but not as good
i wanna bake some cookies whos down??
but yea i saw kelly today it was werid i was all lookin at her picture earlier and i wanted to see her and then i did it was like i made it happen yea i can make things happen if i wanna uhh yea and i talked to cindy and took her picture cuze it was the last one and i didnt want her to take a picture of me so i took a picture of her and well i ramble alot in this shit ha ha ha i change the subject alot too i think i should make another blog and just not tell any one about it

i miss kd alot i wanna see her and talk to her so i dont have these thoughts in my head i dont know why but it hurts that she is gone and now that she is gone she loves me but before she left she didnt well she said she didnt but kd will say shit just to hurt me if i piss her off and well i made her really fuckin mad that day so i think i might have over reacted

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha no im not laughin i am all depressed and shit but i dont know i just wanna die then i wont have to worrie about shit and i wont miss ppl and i wont have to deal with shit like i do every fuckin day its like never ending and shit i dont know what to do about it i think i am gonna save up a bunch of pills like all differnt kinds and shit and just get really drunk and take em all with like some wiskey and shit then i can go to sleep and never wake up

but yea i dont know what i am sayin or do i

kick ass im gonna die

and now fer some shout outs...ok now that that is done fuck yall im still paid

fuck u u u and u forever im a juggalo!!!!
wow i think this is my longest blog and it aint really about nuttin well yea it is but you fucks dont care about me fuck you i hate all of you i aint playin im just to nice to say it to your face i hate everyone if you alive i hate you with a few exceptions but yea i fuckin wish all of you would just die or some shit if you aint gonna die atleast kill me i fuckin hate you i hate me i hate everything i aint playin fuck you

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i went insaine ima gonna go cut my arm and shit now or my neck or my wrist or maybe ill just start stabbin myself till everything i see is red

yea mutha fuckas i aint done yet oh wait yea yea im done





no im not fuckas ill fuckin kill you i hate you all of you fuckin breathin and shit fuck that ahhhhhhhhhh i wanna fuckin die i am serious somebody please just fuckin kill me i dont wanna live no more

everyone i care about fucks with my head i dont need this shit im thinkin i should go and jump under a train or some shit i dont care i wanna leave the bloodest mess i can so fuck yall i will leave a mark on this fuckin planet even if it is just my blood on some shit hey i was ther

and to all i offended in this shit fuck you