Sunday, May 30, 2004

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i dont know what to do

well i was right it was me that kd loves she told me that last nite i almost started to cry i dont know what im gonna do i know that this is gonna change the way i act to emly i dont want that tho i wanna be happy and i cant im just destaned to be alone fer all eternity im just a loser i wanna fuckin die i think im gonna hang myself cuze the other day i was chokin myself out and that shit was fun i like chokein i think that is the way i wanna die you get all light headed and shit then you get dizzy then you fall over i cant wait fer emly to get back i miss her and i really need to talk to her in person o yea masen gets outta jail today i cant wait man fuckin damn i fuckin cant even think straight i think im gonna end up doin the wrong thing and gettin hurt when kd told me that she loves me well she didnt even tell me she made me guess but when she told me i thought about emly that is the only reason that i didnt do anything im kinda proud it was really hard fer me to sit ther with kd after she told me and not touch her or anything the only thing we did was hug o yea emly im sorry i wasnt here fer your call i wanted to talk to you but i needed to talk to kd and dont worrie nuttin happend i miss you so bad but i still wanna die

Saturday, May 29, 2004

ok yea im done

im done with everything no i aint gonna call you kd i dont wanna see you right now not fer a while i cant stand the way you make me feel i wanna kill mutha fuckas cuze of you and i dont like that kinda thing look im happy with emly and we dont fight so leave her the fuck alone im serious we can be freinds sure in like a week or two but till then i dont wanna see you or talk to you or even hear your name and still fuck jessica i fuckin hate her and no masen i dont like to play nice but yea just stay the fuck out of my life everyone god i fuckin wanna die i hate this i cant stand this no more i swear that im dieing slowly but is happinin and if the perfect spring is waitin some were just take me ther
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite
its gonna be alrite


no no its not

Friday, May 28, 2004

ill fuckin kill you bitch

jessica fuck you you fuckin little bitch god your fuckin stupid you ever get in my car again ill fuckin have some bodie whoop yo ass litlle fuckin bitch fat mutha fucka your stupid

uh yea

you and your girlfreind aint shit bitch
bitch ill get your whole block haunted

Thursday, May 27, 2004

WHAT YEA WELL FUCK YOU YEA FUCK YOU MUTHA FUCKAS

fuck you bitch no she wont be alone shell be with me so just back the fuck up man fuck grow up im tired of you little childish games fuck off shit i thought you were better than that kd just fuckin drop it i mean it just quit it fuck your bein a bitch and i dont like it

GoD i FUckiN HaTe You Damn wHy Do yOU have To BE LiKe tHat lOOk ITs oVa bEtWEen uS... I ThiNk.

im an eight foot spider wearing a disposable diaper man im insaine

hells fuckin yea

i like central park now it is my new favorite place in town me and emly were down ther tonite it was fuckin cool i think i wanna take her to the beach i think me and her and masen and jazzy should all go campin some time at the beach me and masen can go and get firewood all day and then get the girls later and take them down ther and go "campin" wink wink yea that would be the shit but yea i gotta check sumpin out

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

to emly from the great LorDNeoN

hi

Infested Corpse

Whoops I od'd

yea this is kinda fer kd

man fuckin i hate this kd is all fuckin bein a bitch and i dont know why it was her idea to break up and now that im happy she is all pissed off and kd i dont want someone better i want emly she is what i want and if you dont like it well tuff... and you little childish games are gonna piss me off so stop it i mean damn why r u like that i dont get it you got matt and he is so much better than i am if the world was a book you and matt would be on one page and me and emly are on a differnt page we see the world in a totaly differnt veiw thats why me and you didnt get along and that is why me and emly get along so well but yea i got better things to do now so im out this bitch

fuck off fuck u bitch what

im out

All I ever wanted was to scare you to death
Choke your fuckin' neck until your ass is outta breath
All I ever wanted was to hear you scream
You know it's hard to sleep when you're controlled by your dreams
The man in the mirror knows that vanity's a must
But will he understand, and become like one of us?
Paintin' up his face, not givin' a fuck
Grabbin' his nuts, and expectin' bad luck
All I ever wanted was a brand new axe
Strictly for the purpose of choppin' and splittin' backs
All I ever wanted was to watch you bleed
For the cause of the underground in which I believe
I'm a maniac, but you don't understand
My axe keeps swingin' like blades on ceiling fans
I can show you everything, but you can't see
That all I ever wanted to be was just me

Been to Heaven, it's just too bright for me
My blood, is way too cold for Hell

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

ha ha ha she is so fuckin cool

tRu
wow i dont think this is cool i think i need to find a babysitter fer like an hour GET DOWN but yea everything has its time and well like i think its time fer me to start my bitchin kd thinks that i am goin out with emly just to piss her off but no its not i am not tryin to hurt kd or anything like that i just like emly alot she is like the coolest girl ive meet i really like to be with her we get along really well we havent fought

you can call me
mad professor



atleast my momma kalled me strange said i'd be dangerous is i was given a brain

fuckin damn shit bitch mutha fucka i just had this fuck really long ass fuckin blog and shit about alot of shit and then my puter froze so i might write it again later but i gotta go no so im out this peace
bitch
fuckoff
im out this peace

thats kinda fucked up you dont have to be a fuckin bitch about it damn i mean well fuck

Monday, May 24, 2004

Your Name jeffery
You Are A: Sex-slave
Your Favorite Band/Song The Strokes - Last Nite
You Like To Read: Classic literature
You Firmly Believe In: Free love
Everyone Thinks You Are: A respectable person
You Were Conceived: On the 30-yard line
You Will Marry: A homeless man/woman

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
sup dawg
i fuckin hate you bitch says:
nuttin
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
kew
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit sends:

Open (Alt+P)
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka sends:



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Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hey dude, are you talkin to emly
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
kew, what ya talkin bouts
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
her house and how we drove by and now i asked if she has a brother
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
she is beefers brother
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
do you think i should try to hook up wit her
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
fuck yea
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
kick ass
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
im gonna blog yurs and jazzys and emilys convos
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
what
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea they all go together its werid
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
mine too
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
hell yea
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
dude i'm talkin to skyler on the fone
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
kick ass
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
yea, i'm gonna try gettin ur hoody tomora
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
im gonna walk jzzy home
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
but yea, i might get it tomorra
choke yo ass out says:
kick ass
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
but yea, i'm drunk dude, you can't have this in ur blog tho, i'm not drunk
choke yo ass out says:
kool
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe, yea dude, so i got a qwestshun, are you gonna try hookin up wit emly
choke yo ass out says:
i think so why
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
just wondering
choke yo ass out says:
kool
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
i'm not sure who's side i'm on anymore
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
choke yo ass out says:
i made her blush
choke yo ass out says:
im so cool
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
i know
choke yo ass out says:
me too
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe, this is funny
choke yo ass out says:
what is
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
everythin, dude i'm gonna blog it all private, but i'll let ya see it tomorra, dude all my convos are linked too, its funny to me tho
choke yo ass out says:
ha ha ha
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe, i'm talkin to emly...yea, apearently she's havin it...hehe
choke yo ass out says:
reallyu
choke yo ass out says:
- u
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
i'm thinkin so, you'll get it more tomorra when it all is sober an all, but yea, me thinks ya gots a good chance
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
and emly is kew as fuck
choke yo ass out says:
yea she said i can see her tomarra
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hell yea
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
ya know, it dawns on me, besides takin each othas chicks alot, we kinda find chicks that friends alot too
choke yo ass out says:
yea its cool
choke yo ass out says:
like the shit even
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
yep
choke yo ass out says:
im spost ta meet her tamarra dont let me forget
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
when
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
an why am i sposed to not let ya f0rget
choke yo ass out says:
cause im feelin a little boozeheadid
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
ok, well WHEN then
choke yo ass out says:
i think at the park at 3
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
killer, i'll prlly wonder there wichu, then be outs wheneva i feel unwelcome
choke yo ass out says:
kick ass
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
you gonna drive, or sk8, or ride?
choke yo ass out says:
proly sk8
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
kew dude, i need to skate more again
choke yo ass out says:
dude whats her last name
choke yo ass out says:
me too
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
i have no clue
choke yo ass out says:
damn
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
y
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
want me to find out
sure says:
sure
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
ill try
ha ha ha ha ha ha says:
kick ass
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
why ur name ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha says:
well i think im happy
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe, well thats good dude
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
yea
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
from whats i can tell emly wouldnt end up fuckin ur head up, then again i neva went out wit her..
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
me either
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
damn dude i cant talk
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe, what
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
to many thoughts
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
of what?
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
emily and emily and yea emily
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe. thats kew, so then ur happy that i all kinda hooked it up?
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
sure
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
ok, well im drunken nuff that like i can't make much sense of things perfectly, but yea from talkin to you an her, i thinks this koood be kew
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
kick ass
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
has she said anything about me
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
kinda
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
like
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
in a way, like i dunno, ya know how sometimes we worry bouts if we mite do summin dum, well she's like us in that respect too, i duno if i should really tell ya everythin i know, but basically, she's exited to see ya tomorra
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
well that will work
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
yea, dude this is funny for me kuz i'm talkin to both ya bout both ya
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
she is askin about me
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
not in an exact sense, our convo is more bouts her in a way, but realated to you in the sense that we talkin bouts her....itd make sense if youknew the convo
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
yea well that just confused me so im gonna quit askin questions
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
ok, well yea that confusedme too, i'm not sober nuff to make too good of sense
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
yea your little tru thingy aint workin ill try when im more sober
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
uh,

tRu


nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
kick ass check it out
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
k
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
yea buddy
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
thats pimpin
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
well hmm
ok somebodie likes me says:
i am gonna pass out
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
well uh, then just call me cell wheneva ya get up in the morning
ok somebodie likes me says:
better plan wake me up
ok somebodie likes me says:
your up before me and i gotta get all cleaned up and shit to go see her
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
when wake ya up
ok somebodie likes me says:
like noonishe
Infested Corpse - fuck the world, don't ask me for shit, dead an gone, so fuk that shit says:
hehe, kew peaceout
she likes me im so happy says:
peace

i fuckin hate you bitch says:
hello
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
hey
i fuckin hate you bitch says:
masen said that you think nobodie likes you
i fuckin hate you bitch says:
is that tru
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
well depends on what you mean by like
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
as friends i have some....real friends a few but as like guys
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
not really
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
ok well i like you
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
but in what way
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
like friends i think
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
the only time a guy says i am pretty or would want me is when they are taken
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
when it is safe to say shit like that cuz the don't have to prove it
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and guy have only ever wanted one thing from me anyways
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and i know people like me as a person but anything more not really
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
ok well chill out k
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
well i like you you are the shit
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
what if i did like you fer something more
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
well from what i know don't you have a girlfriend
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
nope
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
we broke up a long time ago like a week
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
really
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yep yep
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
so what r u doin
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
right now nada
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
me neither
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
me and masen drove by your house earlier
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
really i knew Mason went by
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
but didn't know it was in you car or nuttin
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea i asked him were you live and he told me so we went by
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i see
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
big house with a bus easy to find
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea so do u have a brother
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
lol 3 of them
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
2 that live at home
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
one younger and one older live at home
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
my lodest one don't
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
oldest*
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
did one have the nick name beefer
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
lol
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
Keith
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and he hated it
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and it was said in a mean way
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
we were freinds in like 4th grade
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
they people who gave it to him didn't like him much
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea well they can fuck off
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
he was kool
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i know he knew you
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
rally
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
but didn't know how well or anything
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea well we havent really talked to each other since like 4th grade
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yeah
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
know the night that it was rainning and i asked you if you knew where Jazzi was?
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
that was my brother in the car
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
if you didn't know that
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
i know
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
Jazzi says its her car though
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
jazzi dont like me no more
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
as a friend yeah
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
but she can't like you as any more cuz your bestfriend is dating her
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea i know
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
do you still like her?
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
as a friend
im intoxicated like a mutha fucka says:
yea i do
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
cool
choke yo ass out says:
what r u doin tomarrow
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i have school then work
choke yo ass out says:
when do u get off work
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i babysit 2 kids
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i work from 2:30- 11
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
Mason knows where i work
choke yo ass out says:
at cindys brothers
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
you have been there once with Cindy and Jazzi
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yeah
choke yo ass out says:
yea the first time i saw you
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yeah i looked like shit that night
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i was really tired
choke yo ass out says:
i dont think so i thought you looked good
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i am glad i am alone cuz people would ask me why i am blushing so freakin much
choke yo ass out says:
r u blushin
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yes
choke yo ass out says:
im so cool
choke yo ass out says:
why r u blushin thop
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
cuz what you said
choke yo ass out says:
so can i stop down while you are babysittin and see you
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
heh...well......
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
my boss is a fucking dumb ass and becasue of Cindy and her mother i am not alowed to have people at the house now
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and you and Mason are never ever ever alowed in the house at all
choke yo ass out says:
well i stand outside
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and i can't have people even in the yard
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
but......
choke yo ass out says:
and scream
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i am alowed to be anyplace else with the kids with anyone i want
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
lol
choke yo ass out says:
so i can see you tamarra
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yeah i will be out side with the kids but don't come over anytime before 3
choke yo ass out says:
kick ass
choke yo ass out says:
so like should i just come ther and start screamin
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
no!
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
don't do that unless you want me to lose my job
choke yo ass out says:
ok ill just talk loud
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
no i will be out in the yard with the kids so i will see you but we have to like walk around or something
choke yo ass out says:
thats kool
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
can't stay in the yard.....supid rule
choke yo ass out says:
so wher do u wanna go
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
is the park ok with you if it not rainning?
choke yo ass out says:
spring lake park
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yeah
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
then the kids can play
choke yo ass out says:
hell yea
choke yo ass out says:
so go to the park at like 3
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
you don't m,ind kids do you?
choke yo ass out says:
nope i like kids
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
mind*
choke yo ass out says:
so am i spost ta meet you at the house or the park
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
at the park would be a better idea i think i don't know
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
depends on shit
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
if it rainning i won't be outside with the kids most likely
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
do you have a phone number i can call you at?
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
2250649
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
or masens
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
ok
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
so if its not rainin
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
they leve me the cell phone cuz they don't have a phone so i will be able to call you and tell you where i am
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
like if i am not at the park
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
but if i don't call that means i am at the park and you can come see me
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
kool if you call and im not here im at the park waitin fer you
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
ok
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
masen might be with me too
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
ok cool
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
but he will leave when he feels unwanted
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
lol alright
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
do u babysit every day
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
just about....well durning the weekdays
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and sometimes i get one day a week off
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
depends on if Cindys mom is being a bitch or not
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
cuz on my day off she has to watch the kids
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
so if she dont then you have ta
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yup
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
i don't mind i love them to death
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
Jewelia is 2 and really cute and Damian is 4
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and so cute
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
he says i am his buddy
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and Jazzi is his girlfriend
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
i remember when damian was born
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
really
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
yea it was a long time ago
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
lol yeah i guess 4 years ago
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
lol yea
nobodie likes me but thats ok cuze i dont like you anyway says:
so what time do you go to bed
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
depends
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
on how much trouble i am in and stuff
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
and what mood they are in
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
your name is not very ture
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
cuz i like you...unless you think i am a nobody
ok somebodie likes me says:
do you like that better
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
yup much better
ok somebodie likes me says:
kick ass
ok somebodie likes me says:
but i think im gonna pass the fuck out
ok somebodie likes me says:
ill see you tamarra
ok somebodie likes me says:
if its nice ill meet you at the park and if not ill wait fer you to call
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
ok
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
cool
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
see you tomorrow
ok somebodie likes me says:
peace out
black rain falls in doors and outside....I can make it thunder.....Ka-boomb....shake the ground says:
laterz

tRu

yea

ha ha ha ha i get ta see emily tomarra im so excited i wanna see her now

UMMMM......yea mmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmm bitch

yea well i just got homw from cruzin with melea and well that was damn near dumb she just sat ther and we listend to some muzik then i saw kd and wanted to go home and i did now i dont know what i wanna do and ha ha jazzy im glad me hurtin makes you happy so you should be happy alot im always gettin hurt like everyday

but yea im out this bitch

Saturday, May 22, 2004

yep yep

WHAT YEA WELL FUCK YOU YEA FUCK YOU MUTHA FUCKAS

dark lotus is back bitch
dark lotus makes it thunder

hey masen i know its not the same but

tru

ok then i think she knows now

yea i told her and she cryed i never felt so bad it finally hit tho if it was ment to be it will and if not well it wont be but yea im out fuck u u u and u forever im a juggalo



JUGGALO

ouch fuckin ouch

my fuckin body hurts i got hit by a fuckin car and now my body is all fuckin brused

Friday, May 21, 2004

this song is fer kd

i think i love you
by less than jake

well damn

ok well kd read my whole blog and well she apperently didnt read the whole thing cuse she only got mad at the bad things and didnt even care abot the good things

yea wll fuck

FUCK

Thursday, May 20, 2004

damn shes late

yep she didnt call

mutha fuckas i hate you i hate you i hate you

ok well yea i dont know what to do but this givin up thing is sorta workin but the bad thing is that kd aint likein it but she said she was gonna call me and well i think she will but then again she has had me waitin fer alot of times i just hopw that she dose call i think she has something that she want to tell me but i dont know she will probaly just ask me what is wrong and i will tell her and we will get in a fight
i think that is how it will go down but i dont know god i dont know anything i hate this i just wish that me and kd would actually get along i really do like her and im pretty sure she likes me cuse she is always gettin mad at me fer leavin but then again i dont know she hasnt really ever told me but thats ok i havent told her how i feel either and well i dont think i should
today she said that she had to wait fer this guy cuse like they made a deal that they would hook back up when he got back so i dont know what im spost to do i dont know if im spost to wait fer them or what i just cant handel this shit i dont like thies feelings that i keep gettin ther is only one person that has made me like this and that was sara and well if this goes the same way then i dont think that im gonna live therw it i cant i still aint over sara i just had to stop seein her and i dont think that i can do that with kd i wont do that to kd
damnitt i was spost to call alex tonite but i didnt i like alex but in a differnt way then everyone else alex was kinda like a childhood love and well we kinda hit it off and shit but then i dont member what happend i think we just faded apart or i might have broke up with her fer some stupid reason but i cant go out with her cuse i would have to hide it and well im done doin all that shit

fuck all of you

ok well yea fuck all of you i hate you all everyone that reads this fuck you fuckin tell kd what i said and shit fuck you i hate you fuck off

i hurt

i just got done exercizein and well my whole body hurts now i was out skatebording and ridin my bike fer like six hours from 9 till now 3:39 the whole time i was thinkin about kd and how i dont wanna just forget everything i think i might have said some things that were wrong to say and mean and i probly should have just talked to her i dont get it i normaly have this big thing about needin to talk when i am in a relationship but with kd i didnt know how i really do like her and i think it might actually be more but ther is nothin i can do about it so ill just have to be hurt once again wow i hurt both physicly and emotionaly man this fuckin sux but hey ya know what can i do i cant say ill get over it cuze i dont know if i will i dont know anything i just want to see kd but i dont wanna fight with her i hate it when we fight i thought about her alot today and well fuck i dont know what i should do should i give her a couple days to get over it or should i go see her should i call her i dont know i dont even know if she wants me to talk to her last nite she said something about if i didnt talk to her it would be my last chance so we talked and she said she just wanted to forget about it fuck why did she have to do that i dont know but i gotta talk to eridy and alex so yea



peace out dawg im out this bitch









ouch

UMMMM......

RICK JAMES BITCH RICK JAMES

wow some ppl actually read my blog

well thanx jazzy and im sorry i dont talk to you that much i just dont wanna talk to you when im in a bad mood cuse i have a way of makin ppl feel like me and that is why i havent really talked to you that much but yea ill be kool and i did smile god dammit lol but i dont think ill be here when you get outta school ill probly be out ridein my skatebored ive been doin that all day and well its good fer me im just reastin so i can go back out and ride some mo

masen i tried callin you so yea

i wanna run away and open up my eyes gonna run away gonna run away
















yep
im out this bitch mutha fuckas

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

yea well fuck that

im thinkin i cant take anymore of this shit she always dose this she dont even care how what she dose affects me she dont care about my feelins i just cant do this i dont need another person just fuckin with me and well ill just give up

yea im just givein up i hate eveyone i dont care anymore i just wanna die really i wish someone would just kill me fuck i wish it would just all end i cant deal with it anymore

im just goin cold the last few days i have really been like gettin depressed i have done alot of thinkin and i still dont know what to do i just decided that i was gonna give up on everyone and start doin things that i wanna do

and i wanna leave

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

come and play wit me

i hate my life i havent seen kd in like 2 days i wonder if she thinks im mad at her i should walk over ther and see kd and kilie i will acutally

Monday, May 17, 2004

i think i just saw sara and i didnt get mad i was kinda happy that i thought i saw her i havent seen her in a long time i miss her i should call her no no i shouldnt then she would want me to go and see her and well i dont wanna take my car no were cuze it is like really bad and well it is kinda embarassing to be drivein that meice of crap but i think im gonna go work on it tonite me and my friend are gonna get all fucked up and try to fix it and like just kinda pimp it out werid like

well i just got ta talk to kilie i havent talked to her in a long time she is cute i miss her so much but i dont wanna see her cuze it will hurt she will just leave like everyone else i dont know what kd is doin she acts like she cares but she is just gonna leave me too just like everyone else im tryin to slowly get away from her but she aint makein it easiy it is alot harder that i thought it would be i dont know what i am gonna do i need a job and i need to go and work on my car but i want to see kd and kilie but i dont wanna drive over ther cuze i have to work on my car i have to fix my brakes and do some body work on my car the other nite i got really drunk and my friend hit my car and fucked it up but he has a body kit so its all good but i have to take the interior panales off and than i can fix my car

Sunday, May 16, 2004

last nite was bad i went to marcus to get in a fight and well aint no one frontin on my shit and i painted my face that shit was cool then i got in a fight wit kd and i left and got drunk like really drunk then i talked wit kd and got mad and went and dislocated my knuckles then me and kd got down hehehe then i went and got even more drunk and my car got hit and i think it got fucked up bad but im spost ta go and use some thingy that hes got to get dents out
then i went to masens and we ate some burritos mmmm burritos then i passed the fuck out watchin kung pow funny movie


dont tell any one but i think i might be falling fer kd that never gets spokin if i find out some one told her i will kill them



my poor car it got such an ass whoopin last nite but it was fun breakin the window and standin around scarein mutha fuckaaas



but yea im out this bitch

Friday, May 14, 2004

i think i want to run away and just not come back i cant handle all this bullshit i wont im not spost to i dont wanna so if im gone someday dont worry i wont be back but fer now i think ima gonna fix my bike

Thursday, May 13, 2004

im so high i got woke up today after fallin asleep like an hour befor and i am so tired and my car is dead till i go and jump the battery but i dont really wanna im just listenin ta some muzik and burnin a cd im so tired but i cant sleep i am just like kinda floatin between here and not hear more to not hear i think that i should call sara soon i just got this feelin that something happend and well i hope nuttin did cuze she dont need anything bad happenin to her she had enuf and fer kd i still dont know what to do about her and well theis sappy ass songs that keep playin aint helpin none

"did you know that when you are near everyone else seems so far away... so come with me and make everyone else dissappear make them dissappear and we can stay"

shit like that is gonna fuck with my head

i wonder if kd would get mad if i went out with another girl i mean i dont have one but if i did would she get mad i wonder if she is gonna see this and get mad... huh?

that might end bad some day but i dont think she reads this and well if she dose then hell yea dont get mad

renegede this is a kool song

yea im out dis bitch peace out dawg

im so high i got woke up today after fallin asleep like an hour befor and i am so tired and my car is dead till i go and jump the battery but i dont really wanna im just listenin ta some muzik and burnin a cd im so tired but i cant sleep i am just like kinda floatin between here and not hear more to not hear i think that i should call sara soon i just got this feelin that something happend and well i hope nuttin did cuze she dont need anything bad happenin to her she had enuf and fer kd i still dont know what to do about her and well theis sappy ass songs that keep playin aint helpin none

"did you know that when you are near everyone else seems so far away... so come with me and make everyone else dissappear make them dissappear and we can stay"

shit like that is gonna fuck with my head

i wonder if kd would get mad if i went out with another girl i mean i dont have one but if i did would she get mad i wonder if she is gonna see this and get mad... huh?

that might end bad some day but i dont think she reads this and well if she dose then hell yea dont get mad

renegede this is a kool song

yea im out dis bitch peace out dawg

im so high i got woke up today after fallin asleep like an hour befor and i am so tired and my car is dead till i go and jump the battery but i dont really wanna im just listenin ta some muzik and burnin a cd im so tired but i cant sleep i am just like kinda floatin between here and not hear more to not hear i think that i should call sara soon i just got this feelin that something happend and well i hope nuttin did cuze she dont need anything bad happenin to her she had enuf and fer kd i still dont know what to do about her and well theis sappy ass songs that keep playin aint helpin none

"did you know that when you are near everyone else seems so far away... so come with me and make everyone else dissappear make them dissappear and we can stay"

shit like that is gonna fuck with my head

i wonder if kd would get mad if i went out with another girl i mean i dont have one but if i did would she get mad i wonder if she is gonna see this and get mad... huh?

that might end bad some day but i dont think she reads this and well if she dose then hell yea dont get mad

renegede this is a kool song

yea im out dis bitch peace out dawg

im so high i got woke up today after fallin asleep like an hour befor and i am so tired and my car is dead till i go and jump the battery but i dont really wanna im just listenin ta some muzik and burnin a cd im so tired but i cant sleep i am just like kinda floatin between here and not hear more to not hear i think that i should call sara soon i just got this feelin that something happend and well i hope nuttin did cuze she dont need anything bad happenin to her she had enuf and fer kd i still dont know what to do about her and well theis sappy ass songs that keep playin aint helpin none

"did you know that when you are near everyone else seems so far away... so come with me and make everyone else dissappear make them dissappear and we can stay"

shit like that is gonna fuck with my head

i wonder if kd would get mad if i went out with another girl i mean i dont have one but if i did would she get mad i wonder if she is gonna see this and get mad... huh?

that might end bad some day but i dont think she reads this and well if she dose then hell yea dont get mad

renegede this is a kool song

yea im out dis bitch peace out dawg

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

ok well i am just talk now i dont know what is goin on i want to see kd tho i think im gonna go apply fer jobs tamarra i need to so i can move the fuck outta here i need my own house bad but yea i dont know i am out this bitch

Monday, May 10, 2004

r u climbin up a slippery hill

well today i got really pissed when i started to think about sara i think maybe see had a problem or somthing but i dont know i think im gonna call her tomarra but im mad now so im out

Friday, May 07, 2004

well kd called me tonite and said she felt really bad about breakin up with me and all this shit and then she said she was gonna call me at 1130 or i was spost ta call her but i didnt and well i dont know if she is still wantin ta talk to me but i will talk to her before i go to work yea i got a job fer the weekend but i dont know if i wanna do it but i need to so im gonna i really want to see kd but i cant so im just gonna have to deal wit it but i dont wanna i want her back and i think she dont want that to happen so ill just have to deal wit my hart bein broke and me goin into cold mode were i dont care about anything nothin will concern me i wont even care if i die i really wanna die just so i dont have to deal with all this shit i cant handel it my mind has been fucked up so many times i dont know what is real anymore but i am makin a promise to myself that i wont alow anyone to hurt me again so i just am gonna grow old by my mutha fuckin self and well fuck all of you (jazzy excluded) i cant beleave i got so attached so quick i shouldnt have went out with her i knew i would get hurt but i couldnt just keep livin in regret i just wish she wouldnt have played with my emotions like she did and im sorry jazzy about doin it to you i didnt know what i was doin to you but now that i do i cant beleave that i didnt see it and stop it i wish kd would read this so she knows how i feel cuze well everytime i tryed to tell her i choked like a little bitch i hate myself and i wanna die and ther is only 4 reasons why i dont but im not sayin them cuze if i do theyll get taken away like everything else cuze well god hates me i think that in a pat life i was like a killer or something and now im just in hell and ill just suffer fer all eternity well thats how the last 19 years have been god i wanna see kd so bad i cant stand this i dont wanna be apart from her and she knows that but i cant bitch about her too much cuze well i love her always have always will


yea i know you dont read this but i love you kd

and well i cant deal with bein away from you

i wanna be with you all the time

but i know now that that will never happen well atleast i dont think it will happen

but maybe it will and ill be happy fer a while but then i will get hurt and get cold

someone once said that everytime you get your hart broke it leaves a scar if thats true i dont have a hart no more its just one big scar

and it hurts

im gonna go and hit myself in the head till im unconsius

peace

Thursday, May 06, 2004

I WANNA FUCKIN KILL MYSELF
I WANNA DIE

ha ha im so fucked up losers ill kill you all

ims so fuckin cool i got some taday all ova this bitches dryer and her clothes it was kinda funny i think that i gonna tamarra too and well that would just be the shit i think kd is playin with my emotions like taday i dont know if it is true but we were givin eridy a ride home and well her and kd had this little side conversation and well i had to admit that i cheated on eridy and then kd all got mad and shit and was all like bein mean and then i gave heather a ride home wit tony and tony said that she was just tryin ta see how i would act if she was really bein like she was but i dont know cuze i didnt get to see her tonite so i have ta wait till monin or after she gets outta school to talk to her i hope that she was just playin cuze well i dont know what i would do if she wasnt i would proly go on a vacation or some shit maybe me and jazzy can run away tagether. yea that would end well. but yea im spost ta go to quimby tomarra and get nasty all over this bitches house and well i dont think it is gonna happen but that would be cool if it did all over her pillows and shit like blam bitch what


well yea i also saw this bitch malori from marcus and well she was all givin me the eyes and then i ran away so that i wouldnt get all mad and shit and i wanted to be by kd so yea it was kool i jumped off the tressal too it was fun i like it then i got all drunk and now im goin ta bed cuze well i think i might be able to sleep so yea peace yall im out


fuck everybodie that aint down wit us

ill fuckin kill you

ill choke ya ass

bitch ill cut you

say sumpthin

bring big baby his money

and im out bitch

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

well fuckin damn this shit kinda sucks i was spost ta get kd and sneek her away but she said that tony was sleepin and that she would call back in like five min but that didnt happen so im just kinda all not wantin ta sleep cuze of kd and well i need ta sleep sut then again i really dont need to sleep i just am a little high and a little drunk oh yea this shit has been on my mind fer a while i might go to prison fer like 99 years if this guy tells on me and well i dont know but i think i trust him but all he has ta do is say one thing about me and well i would go to prison and well that would suck but if it happens i aint gonna run ill go calmly... then kill em all and run like a mutha fucka and ill never come back ive always wanted to go to mexico or even canada like masen said


but yea im gonna go get high and proly go ta sleep just wanted ta bitch about some shit so yea im out


peace

sure come on up take the eleHATER and have some of this HATERaid
lol im so high

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

ok well i just woke up ta eridyss mama and some other ladie and well i had to find eridy and let her mom talk ta her and well i think eridy will be mad at me but o well she will get ova it and well yea i gotta go and get kd from school at 325 and if she aint ther i am gonna be so mad cuze well we had a fight last nite and well if shit dont go right taday i dont know what im gonna do

im still kinda mad at you masen but yea im almost done with all this some day ill be gone

Monday, May 03, 2004

yea well im just gonna go and get drunk in my room and pass out

im not goin ta stellas i cant run from my problems i cant do anything right i cant even trust the one person i trusted so well we will see about me livin

shoot me in the fuckin head says:
hello
God... now im confused! says:
hi
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
how r u
God... now im confused! says:
pritty shitty
God... now im confused! says:
you?
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
smae
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
same
God... now im confused! says:
yea.. whys that?
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
its kinda masen
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
and kd
God... now im confused! says:
oh yea
God... now im confused! says:
what about them?
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
i think you might have been right when you said she would just hurt me
God... now im confused! says:
told you... did i not tell you
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
they kinda made out last nite
God... now im confused! says:
you just made my day
God... now im confused! says:
NO THEY DIDNT
God... now im confused! says:
ewww... i made out with KD
God... now im confused! says:
ewwwww
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
huh
God... now im confused! says:
when did this happen?
God... now im confused! says:
what time?
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
around 730
God... now im confused! says:
NOOO
God... now im confused! says:
eww
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
why you made out wit masen too
God... now im confused! says:
yea
God... now im confused! says:

shoot me in the fuckin head says:
well fuck
God... now im confused! says:
im sorry
shoot me in the fuckin head says:
im the only one not makin out wit someone
God... now im confused! says:
no.. your the only one not making out with masen
God... now im confused! says:
eww... i kissed KD.... EWW
god i fuckin hate you says:
its not that bad kissin dk
god i fuckin hate you says:
kd
God... now im confused! says:
yea it is
god i fuckin hate you says:
well maybe fer you
God... now im confused! says:
yea
God... now im confused! says:
ya think
god i fuckin hate you says:
no
God... now im confused! says:
lol
God... now im confused! says:
so are you to still together then?
god i fuckin hate you says:
im not sure
god i fuckin hate you says:
im pretty mad at her
God... now im confused! says:
yea... me too!
God... now im confused! says:
i knew she was going to do that
God... now im confused! says:
but WHY the day i kiss him
god i fuckin hate you says:
i dont know i need to talk to masen but kd dont want me too
God... now im confused! says:
well i am
god i fuckin hate you says:
you are what
God... now im confused! says:
talking to masen, i want to know whats goingon
God... now im confused! says:
and if she hate me thats ok
God... now im confused! says:
cause she already does
god i fuckin hate you says:
i dont think he is gonna talk ta me
God... now im confused! says:
well duh
God... now im confused! says:
grrr....
God... now im confused! says:
people really know how to piss me off today
God... now im confused! says:
you and kimmy are the only ones that havent
god i fuckin hate you says:
well ill try harder next time
God... now im confused! says:
thanx
God... now im confused! says:
im going to just start killing people... starting with Brent
God... now im confused! says:
and woking my way down threw amber cindy and masen
god i fuckin hate you says:
just start with me
God... now im confused! says:
no... you havent pissed me off today
God... now im confused! says:
you get to live
god i fuckin hate you says:
come on
God... now im confused! says:
no
god i fuckin hate you says:
please
God... now im confused! says:
no
god i fuckin hate you says:
ill give you a dolla
God... now im confused! says:
no
god i fuckin hate you says:
fine then
god i fuckin hate you says:
didnt want you to kill me anyway
God... now im confused! says:
ok good
God... now im confused! says:
cause i wouldnt have the heart to dont it
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
well thats ok ill help you
God... now im confused! says:
no
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
damn that took awhile
God... now im confused! says:
sorry... im exsplaining everything to Emly and Masens trying to make me feel better
God... now im confused! says:
NOT WORKING
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
well damn
God... now im confused! says:
im shaking
God... now im confused! says:
i never get THAT mad
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
im sorry
God... now im confused! says:
you didnt do anything
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
ill told you about masen and kd
God... now im confused! says:
k
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
duh... first he said they didnt and now hes like "ok yea we did"
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
now hes lieing to me
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea i am so pist off now
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
yea me too
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
you want to fun away with me... cause im going to really fuckin soon
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
run*
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i cant run from my problems they come back worse than befer
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
well its either i run away and ever come back or i cut and im not suppost to do that
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea me neither but i have been
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
i think im going to be sick
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
i finally stopped shaking
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i havent
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
but now in like sick
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
im*
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i dont think im sleepin
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
i dont even want to be in my house
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i dont even wanna be alive
Im going to end up killing someone by the end of the night! says:
me either
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
well you have to
Ok Cory... still want to jump... cause im ready now! I hate my life! says:
yea... and whys that?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
cuze i wont let you
Ok Cory... still want to jump... cause im ready now! I hate my life! says:
oh yea
Ok Cory... still want to jump... cause im ready now! I hate my life! says:
why?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
cuze i like you
Ok Cory... still want to jump... cause im ready now! I hate my life! says:
yea?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea

god i fuckin hate you says:
r u ther
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
yep
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
at my mums
god i fuckin hate you says:
kool well ther were three cops that came here
god i fuckin hate you says:
i dont know if they went to your house or sins
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
hmm
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
when r u comin back
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
tomorrow
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
so whats up?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
kool i might not go ta stellas
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
y not?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
im not spost ta tell you
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
and kd dont want me too
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
ok from who are you not spost to tell me?'
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
kd
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
ya i found out
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
oh
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
bout what?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i cant say
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i told kd i wouldnt
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
um, ok.....well kickass
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea ill get ova it this time
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
maybe
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
oooooh
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
did you figure it out
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
um, no
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
well damn
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
i'm slow
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
hmm, well are you not copasetik about something i may have done
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
you could say that
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
interesting...was it me spelling the word copasetik wrong?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
no it was something that you and kd did
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
play hack?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
no
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
vacuum?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
no think a little harder about last nite
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
i made out wit jasmine last nite
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
and who else
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
thats rite
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
burn
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea kinda
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
kristine?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
thats just dumb
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
who are you talkin about?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
nevermind
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
sorry
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
please don't hate me
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
tony said hi
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
sup
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
just chillin
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
so who am i talkin too
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
masen
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
but yea, tony said you can drink his beer if ya wann
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
i was plannin on it
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
his coat is at his house
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
kew kew
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
so you still didnt figure out what i was talkin about
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
or you did and dont wanna say
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
i did and i don't wanna say
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
i'm playin stupid on this one
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea thats kinda pissin me off
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
but ill get ova it
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
hmmm, or you can beat the shit outta me, if it'll make ya feel betta
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
no
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
um, are ya sure, last chance?
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
violence never helped befer
infested corpse - Iaintafraidofyoubutbeafraidofme - you're stupid, and it bothers me. Step back ho nigga. says:
ok, well uh...ok
your lucky she dont want me sayin anything says:
yea

so well masen and kd made out and well i think masen dont know that i know and he is just tryin not to tell me but i already know so it just pissin me off
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
ok i think that will do well just one more fuck you


i cant get mad tho never put a bitch in front of a dog theyll get fucked


just dont do it again masen
fer real dont on everything

Saturday, May 01, 2004

well damn i cant get a hold of kd she aint anserin her phone or her house phone i dont think she is back yet i went fer a bike ride wit masen and we went a long way but we didnt get to see kd cause she wasnt ther and she told me to call and well i did but she want ther so i dont know i am spost ta go to a party but if kd cant go i aint goin cuze well i dont know last nite when she was really mad at me i realized that i dont want to lose her not now... i took a look at myself and came to grips with what i found it was a vison of a child disturbed and broke down no soul no hart cuze i gave it away no time for feeling sorry ill greave another day im cold im no bodie that you ever wanna be cuze i know that the world is afraid of me thats a cool ass song i guess someone got stabed in the leg up here and well jazzy was freakin out cuze she was worried about me and masen that so sweet

yea
but yea im just wastin time so i am gonna just keep ramblein on about nothin i hate your boyfreind cuze hes a no good cock blockin ass bitch yea murs thats my ladie

lol the only one who knows what im talkin about is masen and if gotta say that then the bitch aint yours i hate your boyfreind cuze of his punk ass you will never have a real man

yea im done and im out mutha fuckas yea

well me and kd has our first fight last nite damn it so soon in our relationship i dont think that its a good sign but i think that we got it takin care of but she was really mad cuze i didnt talk to her i can see her gettin mad but that was a little extream how she was actin i think if i didnt talk to her that she would have brokin up with me last nite but she didnt so thats good i wonder what masen is doin i think today is gonna sux till 7 thats when kd gets home but yea im gonna take a shower and get dressed so im out this bitch